Saturday, 21 March 2015

suatu hari nanti, kalau kita jumpa lagi, aku tak akan ingat pun yang aku pernah kenal engkau.
you are really bad.a really bad friend. and i hate you so.
aku janji kau tak akan ada dalam hidup aku lagi. dan boleh pergi meninggal.
i will never forget you nor will i forgive you.

blogging,
a very good way to let go of everything in mind.especially when you're a loner.
hye. long time no blog.

the first thing i'd like to blog here is.
i hate you.
kbye,

Friday, 22 August 2014

Hurt

I don't know what feeling is this.
But my heart hurt when I think of you.
Hate is a strong word.
Maybe all of these is a form of grief.
I am mad at all your lies.

Monday, 11 August 2014

Anything

The best thing about blogging is,  I can type anything I want without thinking on what other people will ever think.  Just because I can and i don't want to tell them I still have a blog.  Har har har.

Sayang,
If there are anything I posted here in this blog about you,  that is the exact thing I wanna tell you but I can't. Hewhew.  Some things are better to be kept hidden.  Hehe.  I do want you to know everything I keep deep inside.  But I don't want you to know the fact that I have a blog.  Hehe. 

Sweetheart.

Falling in love is good.

The way you sugarcoating me.
The way you love me.
The way you trust me.
The way you make me smile.
The way you call my full name.
The way you fix me when I sad.
The way you wanna keep this love last long.
The way you respect me as a woman you love.
The way you said "I can't promise you anything but as long as Allah let me love you.  I'll do my best. "

Everything feels so great.
To even call you 'sayang' when I get mad make me feel good.
I can't tell how good this feels like.
I can't thank Allah enough to open my heart again.

I love you sayang.