harapan yang tak pasti.

Dear love,

This one's for you.

Aku tahu,
Hidup kena berpijak pada realiti.
terima kasih untuk peringatan.

Tapi, kau juga kena tahu.
Meletakkan harapan pada sesuatu yang tak pasti,
Itu lah realiti kehidupan manusia sebenarnya.
Kalau tak letak harapan,
tak mungkin ada orang berani untuk bermimpi.

Tuhan beri rasa mengharap untuk kita sentiasa meminta pada DIA.
Bukan salah aku untuk simpan sedikit harapan dan meminta pada Tuhan,
Sebab DIA juga yang beri izin untuk aku rasa sebegini,

Jadinya, hari-hari aku minta pada DIA;

Supaya engkau DIA jaga,
Supaya yang wajib 5 waktu kau tak pernah lupa,
Supaya wahyu DIA hari-hari kau baca,
Supaya engkau sentiasa gembira,
Supaya engkau sentiasa ingat pada DIA,
Supaya engkau berjaya nanti bila dewasa,
Supaya engkau mampu buat ibu ayah kau bahagia,
Supaya nanti biar akulah orang yang kau hari-hari jatuh cinta,

Lastly,
Supaya kau tak pernah lupa janji kita.
'Nak jadi baik sama-sama'

I will make sure, to keep my distance.
Say i love you and you're not listening.
keep you safe and i'd keep you sweet.

Go chase your dream, i'll chase mine. Just, don't ever forget me. :D

Take care heartbeat.
Love, me.

big bad world

sometimes,
Our heart are not strong enough to fight for something mean the world to us.
we don't want to lose it because the pain is unbearable, then we choose to stay.
Hold on and keep fighting with a hope one day everything will be alright.

But there's a little warning comes from the other side.
No matter how hard we try. The chances of getting hurt will grow day by day.
There will no victory if it is only you are the one keep fighting.

So, maybe it is the right time to ask yourself,
Is it ok if i choose defeat. just walk away and leave?

Or.
Is it ok if i choose to fight  for something worth more than this pain i hold inside my heart.


Pain is pain.once it bleed, the wound gets bigger. And when time pass by, we will see the world differently and the action of not letting ourself hold onto things we care becomes dominant. The only thing we know,the memories will haunt and the scars remain.

we were born to die.

Feet don’t fail me now

Take me to the finish line

Oh my heart it breaks every step that I take

But I’m hoping at the gates,

They’ll tell me that you’re mine

Walking through the city streets

Is it by mistake or design

I feel so alone on the Friday nights

Can you make it feel like home, 

if I tell you you’re mine?

It's like I told you honey

Don’t make me sad, don’t make me cry

Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough

I don’t know why

Keep making me laugh

Let’s go get high

The road is long, we carry on

Try to have fun in the meantime

Come on take a walk on the wild side

Choose your last words, this is the last time

Cause you and I, we were born to die

Lost but now I am found

I can see but once I was blind 

I was so confused as a little child

Trying to take what I could get

Scared that I couldn't find

All the answers honey

Don’t make me sad, don’t make me cry

Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough 

I don’t know why

Keep making me laugh

Let's go get high

The road is long, we carry on

Try to have fun in the meantime

Choose your last words, this is the last time,

Cause you and i, we were born to die.